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[acuerdo]

of course i do.
i just meant that you're a lot of the reason behind why i want to do things.

i like spending time with you.

[recoined]

you don't have to do things just for me, you know

if you didn't want to go, i wouldn't make you
but i want to go with you
i was hoping you'd ask, but i didn't know if you were going with someone else already

[acuerdo]

i know that.

i wouldn't force you to do things with me either.
i hadn't planned on going with anyone else.
honestly, i wasn't sure if you already had a date.

[recoined]

i told you
i had a hot date scheduled with a kickboxing ring

besides... even if somebody else would have asked, i wanted to go with you

[acuerdo]

you still planning on having that hot date?

and would you have said no if someone else asked?

[recoined]

if you hadn't asked me yet, i would have

and i guess if i had known you were going with someone else, i might have said yes
but it wouldn't be the same

[acuerdo]

lucky for us both that we don't have to worry about any of those situations.

you gonna show me what you're thinking of wearing? don't want clash.

[recoined]

what about you?
if someone else had asked, would you have said no?

( as far as what she's wearing... well, probably something black. or maybe something white. that's sort of the theme. )

[acuerdo]

yeah.
i don't want to go with anyone else.

[this is new territory for them. talking about things that mean something without the cover of darkness. of course, it's not a face to face conversation, so it's not as much of a challenge.]

[recoined]

to the party? or in general?

( it's a bit of a loaded question, to be fair, and not really one that you would normally ask over text... but the distance gives her some courage. there's less risk of being caught disappointed if no one can see her reaction to whatever the response may be, after all, and it gives a little extra time to figure out a message in reply. )

[acuerdo]

to the party for sure.
i haven't wanted do things with others for awhile, kim.

i thought you knew that.

[it seems pretty obvious to him, even if they haven't actually said it yet. he's gone on dates with other women, but no one else has gotten as close to him as she has.]

[recoined]

( what did she know? that they cared about each other, that they enjoyed each other's company, that he made her feel wanted and desired and appreciated and special, in a way she hadn't expected. but exclusivity or a lack thereof hadn't been discussed so much as stepped around delicately — he knew she'd seen baby, as casually as that had been. and knew that it was over; she knew, too, of his brief history with a girl from home, but nothing beyond it. she'd never assumed he'd been alone save for their time together. why should she? )

what do you mean?

( when it comes to this, she really doesn't want to make an assumption. )

[acuerdo]

[they've gone round in circles, admitted caring for one another. gone from merely just enjoying each other's physical presence to being emotionally involved.

he hasn't said so thus far, but it seems like now's a good time, even if he's rather nervous about it all.]

kim, you're the only person i'm seeing. the only person i want to see. the only person i want to take out on dates.

because that's what you do when you want to date someone, right?

[recoined]

i don't know
i don't really have a great track record with this sort of thing, actually
my last boyfriend wound up with his tooth punched out

if that's what you mean, anyway

( because it sounds like that's what he's describing. dating, as in dating, a consistent state of relationship rather than occasional individual dates, something categorized and agreed upon, something that could be referred to with some form of confidence.

it would be a change. or, at least, she's pretty sure it'd be a change. if he thought they were dating now, why would he even bother to ask her to the party? )

we don't need to go on balloon rides or to black tie balls, you know
i'd be just as happy to go for a drive for a while

[acuerdo]

[perhaps it was that bit of uncertainty, the fact that while on his part he hadn't gotten close to another person, not the way he had with her, at any rate, that lead to the asking specifically about the ball. and once one question was asked, it only seemed to lead to more.

it honestly hurt his head a little.

okay, maybe a lot.]

yeah, kim.
that's what i meant. i don't have much of a track record either.

[somewhere elsewhere in cadelle, robbie reyes is silently screaming at his phone.]

maybe i just want to. did you ever consider that you might be worth the fuss?

[recoined]

robbie, can you just say the words, please?

( kimberly is screaming into her hands. don't mind her. boys are confusing. to be honest, she is probably going to have to kill him before he'll ever grace her with a straight answer on the first go. )

also, if this is the part where you give me your letterman jacket or whatever, we can probably skip it
because i think we might have jumped ahead a little with the whole exchanging keys thing

and maybe the rest of it
but mostly the exchanging keys thing

[acuerdo]

[robbie is making sounds reminiscent of a certain bespectacled preteen girl. it really is best that they're having this conversation via text. no one should bear witness to this display.]

jesus kim.

if we've already jumped the gun why are you asking me?

i like you. you like me. we go out on dates. i don't want to go out on dates with other people. just you.

how much more obvious can i make it? yes. i'd like to date you. are we dating already? do you want to be dating me? or do i need to change my name and number?

what's that phrase again?

[robbie please. it's a bit late for a new phone. who dis. kind of storm off.]

[recoined]

( literally throws her phone across the room. why is this happening? who has she wronged in this life? why is she being punished? why are boys such utter garbage at talking about emotions? )

jesus yourself, robbie

( WHAT IS SO DIFFICULT ABOUT SAYING THE ACTUAL WORDS??? )

if you think for one millisecond that i don't want to date you, you're delusional
but right now i mostly just want to smack you
so if you could, please, say the fucking words
it might help me go from wanting to smack you to wanting to do something else

[acuerdo]

[why can't they just have the equivalent of facebook so he can just update his relationship status and be done with it.

instead he's tormenting both of them with his inability to words.]

are we seeing each other exclusively? can i stop telling people that you're not my girlfriend when they ask?

because i want you to be.
and can you please maybe delete these texts after so that there's no evidence of me being anything other than a badass?

[recoined]

( backspace backspace backspace. do not write i love you. do not be that bitch, kimberly hart. )

i fully plan on making sure you have neither the time or the stamina to date anybody else
and as far as questions go, you can tell people whatever you want
but i'm keeping these texts forever

...

i do have a follow-up question, though: who's asking?

[acuerdo]

[for the sake of both of their brains, please don't. she just got him to say something. does she want him to run screaming for the hills?

okay so maybe it would be more like brood silently and work on cars all day but still.]

not that i don't appreciate the implication that you're going to test my stamina some more

but you said isn't really an answer.

what do YOU want ME to be?

no one important. just some customers who've seen you around the shop. the girl at the florist. this nice old man at the grocery store. not like a ton of folks.

[recoined]

( drags hands down face, DON'T BE SUCH A BABY. )

you're a real pain in my ass, did you know that?

if you want to tell the flower girl that your girlfriend likes hydrangeas and peonies, feel free
i don't care
i just want my boyfriend to get over here already

is that clear enough for you?

[acuerdo]

[hydrangeas and peoonies. he files that bit away for future reference. but more importantly fires back a quick text.]

crystal.

[recoined]

( while she doesn't reply with any actual words, per se... the included screenshot is probably worth at least a thousand or so. maybe two. )